Roller coaster

I feel like I've been on an emotional roller coaster for the last 2 months. I think the train has finally pulled into the station so that I can step off *whew* Once again I'm learning how strong I am. I'm learning to live with yet another loss in my life. I know these things make me stronger, but it's a bitch going through it.

We weren't trying to get pregnant
Surprise! We're pregnant
Complete change in future plans
Excited thinking of a new little member joining our family
10 week doctor's appointment only to hear 'no cardiac activity'
Left with the emotional and medical aftermath of miscarriage
Looking to the future knowing we will try again
Happy that I'm married to my best friend
Fortunate to have 2 of the most intelligent, well-behaved children
Life is good with ups and downs along the way